In Search Of Light: Chris Brown Says God Spoke With Him For The First Time

Chris Brown in a recent Instagram post said he is tired of the devil ruining is life and that God spoke to him for the first time. He recounted some of the ordeals he had dealt with lately and said it could have driven another to commit suicide but he will keep his soul pure as what is on the inside his a little boy crying for help and guidance.

“When u tired of the… devil ruining your life and u hear God speak for the first time. No one knows what I deal with on a day to day,” Brown wrote. “The average man wouldn’t hesitate to blow his… brains out but that’s the cowards way out … Most won’t understand the genius and beauty in change and learning and the people who have devilish intentions will win in the short term. My soul will always be pure of heart. What’s on the surface always looks like one big party but inside there is a little boy looking for help and guidance…  I just wanna stay out the way and do music. Most importantly and [be a] great father. I don’t have any more patience for anything that will cause me to self destruct!!” he said.

We hope he finds the light he is looking for amidst the seemingly looming darkness. There is a vacuole in every man that is only a Jesus-size matter that can feel it, every other option will cause a crack!