Last Monday was tougher than most for me. At the end of the day, I thought I was fine… At least the day was over. The next day wasn’t different from the previous either with its several discrepancies and turmoil but I felt like I’ll still be fine.
As the worship leader bellowed soronous vocals in exaltation to God on Tuesday while at church, I shut my eyes and found myself talking to God. No… I wasn’t fine.
As I stood there and considered the events that had happened, I realized I was more apprehensive than I thought. I spoke to God about the fears concerning the happenings of the previous day and He comforted me, saying; “Eventually, all will be fine.”
What He did was stripped me naked and showed me what was wrong though I didn’t realize it. I mean, I was unhappy and I didn’t even Know!
We hate going through things we don’t fully understand or know. There might be feelings so subtle that we are not even sure what they are but the Holy Spirit knows and if you partner with Him, He will be able to give you this peace that He carries.
I experienced then, the peace that passed all understanding. Not because I felt better but because I did not even know I needed It!
I’m glad I have that but do You? Instead of going through things alone, why not partner with He who knows all and heals all whether we know or not that we need It! Just think about that for a moment.
…Oh and by the way, He was Right! I was able to sort everything.
“Oh Lord, You have searched me and known me. You know my sitting down and my rising up. You perceive my thoughts from afar.” – Psalm 139:1-2
– Written by Ibukun Awosika
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